Your Report Is Normal. You’re Not.

Report Pending

Not every test needs to be about blood levels,
sometimes… you should run a scan on your heart too.

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Maybe it’s not your hemoglobin that’s low
maybe your patience ran out somewhere between
“it’s okay” and “I’m tired.”

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Maybe it’s not a vitamin deficiency,
maybe you just haven’t felt
a little genuine warmth in a while.

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Calcium seems fine, sure
but your backbone?
slightly bent… from always adjusting for others.

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And this “I’m fine” report
you keep handing out like free samples
have you ever actually verified it
with yourself?

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Because the real deficiencies
don’t show up in lab results.

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They show up in late replies,
in cancelling plans you once looked forward to,
in saying “it’s nothing”
when it clearly… isn’t.

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But hey,don’t panic.
This is pretty standard these days.
A little broken, a little tired,
a little too good at pretending
welcome to the package deal 😄

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Just… once in a while,
put yourself back on your own priority list.

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Before one day the report reads:
Personality: Low
Care for self: Critically low

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Prescription:
Take a break.
And maybe… take yourself seriously for once.

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A moody, sepia-toned illustration of a person sitting alone overlooking a city at sunset, with a medical report marked “normal” and handwritten notes reflecting hidden emotional struggles.
Everything looks fine… until you look a little deeper.

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—Rajeshwari 🧿💕

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I’m Rajeshwari💕a fashion illustrator by day, a writer at heart. While my illustrations tell stories through colors, textures, and designs, my words explore the tales that live in my mind and heart❤️. This is my little corner to weave both passions together, one sketch and one sentence at a time.🤍✨

16 thoughts on “Your Report Is Normal. You’re Not.

  1. Splendid! 😍

    The fact that personality and self-care levels don’t show up in lab tests is true, and that lab tests (vitamin, hemoglobin, and so on) don’t necessarily reflect that we’re doing fine when it comes to personality and self-esteem. 👍

    We pretend that we’re doing fine, yet we are actually stressed, tired, overthinking, and so on.

    Your prescription is correct! ☺️💜

    1. This means a lot, thank you ☺️🤍✨
      You said it so well what we carry inside rarely shows up in reports.
      We learn to look “fine,” but feeling fine is a different story altogether.
      Glad this resonated with you 💫🤍✨

      1. You’re welcome 💜

        Yeah, it resonated with me ☺️ and you’re spot on 👍

    1. That means a lot..thank you so much Vijay ji. 💛
      You’re so right… the deepest things rarely show up in reports; they reveal themselves in the quiet ways we carry, cope, and keep going.🤍✨
      I’m really glad it resonated with you sometimes just feeling understood is a kind of healing in itself. 🤍✨

  2. You’re right, positive affirmations do wonders in this regard. Moreover the placebo effect is real.💐💗

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