I Don’t Read… I Disappear Into Stories✨🌙

What book could you read over and over again?

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I don’t reread books…

not because I don’t love them

but because once a story gives away all its secrets,

it stops playing with me.

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And I like it when stories play back.

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Because somewhere between the lines,

there’s always something hiding

something that doesn’t reveal itself easily…

something that makes me lean in a little closer.

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And I…

I crave that first spark.

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The moment I open a new book,

something inside me shifts

like a window suddenly opening,

and in rush

a thousand restless, mischievous thoughts.

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Dragonflies skim across my mind,

light and fleeting…

Fireflies glow softly in hidden corners,

like tiny secrets waiting to be found…

and clouds

they don’t stay still either.

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They change, they drift, they play,

painting my thoughts

in colors I didn’t know I carried within me.

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I don’t read…

I run after them.

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I try to hold onto a moment,

but it slips away laughing

playful, untamed

and somehow, I end up smiling too.

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And then…

everything softens.

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Like time slows down,

like I’ve stepped into a place

where imagination runs free

careless, curious, alive.

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Books, for me, are never just stories.

They are worlds

and I don’t visit them,

I dissolve into them.

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My thoughts don’t stay still there…

they wander, they chase, they tumble,

they turn into colors, into laughter, into quiet wonder

like a piece of childhood

that never really left,

just hid between the pages.

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Maybe that’s why I don’t read the same book twice

because I’m not looking to remember a story…

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I’m looking to lose myself

in a new one,

again and again. 🌙

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A dreamy illustration of a woman reading a glowing book under a starry sky, surrounded by fireflies and dragonflies, with magical light flowing from the pages, titled “I Don’t Read… I Disappear Into Stories” with “Nihshabd” written below.
Stories don’t stay on pages… they linger inside me. 🌙

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—Rajeshwari 🧿💕

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Comments

33 responses to “I Don’t Read… I Disappear Into Stories✨🌙”

  1. ganga1996 Avatar

    You live in that world! Getting yourself immersed in!

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Maybe… I just get a little lost in it, and it feels like home ✨📖🌙

  2. vermavkv Avatar

    This is beautifully dreamy and deeply immersive writing. The way you describe reading—not as an act, but as a disappearance into wonder—is simply enchanting.

    Your imagery is delicate and alive—dragonflies, fireflies, drifting clouds—all capturing that fleeting magic of first encounters with stories. What stands out most is your honesty: the love for the feeling of discovery rather than just the story itself.

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Thank you so much Verma ji🤍 The way you felt and described it… it made my words feel even more alive to me ✨ I’m really grateful it could carry that sense of wonder to you 📖🌙

  3. Deepika Avatar

    beautiful lines

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Thank you so much Deepika ✨🤍That means a lot… I’m really glad the lines felt beautiful to you 🤍✨📖

  4. SRIKANTH Avatar

    What a beautiful and tender way to describe the love of reading, Rajeshwari. 🌙

    Your words feel like the first warm breeze of spring—gentle, curious, and full of quiet magic. The way you compare reading to chasing dragonflies and fireflies, to stepping into a world where thoughts turn into colors and laughter… it’s not just a comment on books, it’s a love letter to wonder itself.

    And I love your honesty about never rereading. You’re not rejecting the old stories—you’re protecting that first spark, that shiver of discovery. That’s not a loss; it’s a kind of reverence. You treat each new book like a first meeting, wide-eyed and full of possibility.

    Thank you for reminding us that reading isn’t about collecting plots—it’s about dissolving into worlds, again and again, like childhood never left, just learned to hide between pages. ✨

    Keep chasing those fleeting thoughts. They’re lucky to have you.🌷

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Thank you so much Srikanth ji for this… it felt like you saw every little emotion I tried to write 🌙
      The way you described it made it even more beautiful for me ✨
      I’m really grateful it reached you like that 🤍📖✨

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    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Thank you

  6. Aptivi Avatar
    Aptivi

    Wow, beautifully written! 💖

    You’ve talked about reading in the most immersive way, and we disappear into stories that books give you, which give you the most impressive stories that we immerse to.

    Your dreamy lines are so amazing, and the imagery is so vibrant and beautiful! 💖

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Thank you so much 💖 I’m really glad it could pull you into that feeling and make it come alive for you ✨📖

      1. Aptivi Avatar
        Aptivi

        You’re so welcome ☺️

  7. Glowith – Glow Every Day, Grow Every Way Avatar

    I don’t know why, but this made me pause and just feel… beautiful writing. 🌙

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      I’m really glad it made you pause and feel something ✨🌙

  8. Girish Mani Avatar

    Nothing matches the experience when we first read the book. That first journey is always wonderful, this is one of the reason why I re-read it once again, to capture that experience for me….

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      True… the first read always feels special ✨ I just like holding on to that feeling 🤍📖✨

  9. Chitrangada Sharan Avatar

    Same with me!
    Whenever I read a book, I don’t rush, so that I grasp each thought. And when that happens, the book is there in the subconscious mind and re-reading is not needed.
    Well written piece.
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    Thank you for giving me this opportunity.
    Much appreciated.

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      So sweet of you to share this Chitrangada 🤍
      I love how deeply you read… it really shows. I’ll surely check your response, thank you for taking out the time ✨📖

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  11. KK Avatar
    KK

    I completely agree with your perspective. If a book hasn’t been read with proper focus, it naturally calls for a second reading. However, rather than revisiting the same book, I feel it may be more rewarding to explore another equally compelling one.✨❤️📖

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Such a lovely perspective 🤍 I really like the idea of moving forward into new stories. ✨📖

  12. Vijay Srivastava Avatar

    𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩… 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨.
    𝙔𝙤𝙪’𝙫𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙘 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣.
    “𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙… 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨” 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙚𝙣𝙙…

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      This truly touched my heart… thank you so much Vijay ji 🤍Knowing that my words could make you feel something this deeply means more than I can say. The way you expressed it so gently… I’ll carry it with me. 🌙✨

  13. Prospee Avatar
    Prospee

    So Grateful for the like on my blog. Let’s do this more often❣️

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Sure, Thank you so much🤍✨

  14. daneelyunus Avatar

    Nice one

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      Thank you so much 🤍✨

      1. daneelyunus Avatar

        Most welcome 😊

  15. gc1963 Avatar

    Yes, books have that effect. But some times you find new meanings in re-reads too.

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      That’s a lovely way to see it… 🤍✨

  16. ianscyberspace Avatar

    Interesting. I read books over particularly the ones that parallel my life experiences and I do the same with stories I’ve written over the years and am constantly editing. There are memories that I like to live in and writing them down helps to later relive them in my mind. आपका दिन अच्छा रहे।

    1. nihshabdblog Avatar

      That’s beautiful… revisiting your own words like that feels like reliving little pieces of yourself all over again. Wishing you a lovely day ahead too ✨

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