Not Ego. Not Attitude. Just Tired…

What’s something most people don’t understand?

What’s something most people don’t understand?

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That not every distance is ego.

Not every silence is attitude.

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Sometimes, it’s just a person getting tired…

tired of explaining,

tired of repeating,

tired of being the only one who cares a little too much.

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Funny how people call it “attitude”

when you finally stop over-explaining yourself.

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Because apparently,

being available all the time = “good nature”

but choosing your peace = “changed person.”

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Strange math, right?

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Sometimes silence isn’t cold…

it’s just calm after too much noise.

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And distance?

Not revenge. Not drama.

Just a quiet way of saying—

“I deserve better conversations than this.”

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But most people won’t get it.

Because understanding requires listening…

and not everyone is there yet. 🤍

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—Rajeshwari 🧿💕

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I’m Rajeshwari💕a fashion illustrator by day, a writer at heart. While my illustrations tell stories through colors, textures, and designs, my words explore the tales that live in my mind and heart❤️. This is my little corner to weave both passions together, one sketch and one sentence at a time.🤍✨

30 thoughts on “Not Ego. Not Attitude. Just Tired…

  1. This hit deep Rajeshwari 🤍 You’ve put into words what so many of us feel but struggle to say. The way you’ve framed peace not as rebellion but as self-respect is beautifully said. Not everyone will understand, and that’s okay—some journeys are meant to be felt, not explained. Thank you for this reminder that choosing ourselves isn’t a change of heart, but a return to it.

    1. Reading this felt really special… thank you so much Srikanth ji for understanding it so beautifully. Some feelings are just hard to put into words, and when someone truly gets them like this… it means more than I can say 🤍

    1. Yeah, you’re right… sometimes people get so caught up in their own world that they don’t really see others. Thanks for reading Girish ji 🤍✨

  2. Giving explanations is boring.

    One thing I have decided at the fag end of me life that I won’t listen to, engage in or forced to vocalise crap. And that’s final. Period.

  3. Rajeshwari ji, your words gently touch those quiet corners of the heart we often avoid facchang ❤
    You’ve expressed a deep truth with such simplicity not every silence is distance, and not every distance is ego…
    sometimes, it’s the softest form of self-respect.
    That “strange math” truly stays with you
    how the world often sees losing yourself as goodness,
    and choosing yourself as change.

    And this line;-
    “I deserve better conversations than this”
    is not just a sentence, it’s a quiet awakening… a moment of self-realization.

    Such composed, sensitive, and honest expression.
    Please keep giving voice to these silences through your words. 🍁👌

    1. Reading this truly touched me… thank you so much Vijay ji for feeling my words with so much depth and care. It means a lot when someone not only reads but understands the quiet spaces between the lines.
      That ‘strange math’… I think many of us live it silently, and when someone like you notices it, it feels less lonely somehow. And yes, that line came from a very honest place—one of those moments where you stop explaining and simply choose yourself.
      Your words are so gentle and thoughtful… I’m really grateful for them. Thank you for being here and for seeing even the unspoken so beautifully 🤍

  4. Much truth in few words. It IS tiring to explain with all sincerity, but receive no effort to understand; to expend oneself to care, but receive little care in return, and seek intimate relationship, but receive self-centered monologues instead. Lord, don’t let ME be one of these tiresome people!

    1. So true… it’s like growth quietly reveals all the little gaps we never noticed before.🤍
      Still figuring it out, but learning as I go ☕✨🙂

      1. That’s a really good way to put it—growth has a way of quietly exposing things we didn’t even realize needed structure.

        And figuring it out as you go is part of it, but that phase can also feel a bit scattered at times.

        Have you noticed any area in particular where things feel less clear or harder to manage right now

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