Too Many Skills, Too Many Feelings ✨

What are you good at?

God really said,
“Let’s give this girl too many skills and make her emotionally soft too for extra drama.” ✨

She’s a digital illustrator —
which means she can stare at a blank screen for hours, suffer artistically,
and then suddenly create something so beautiful
people zoom in like detectives. 🎨

Embroidery?
Oh, she can stab fabric a thousand times
and still make it look delicate and pretty.
That’s talent and anger management together. 😭

Crochet too.
Basically a yarn wizard.
Other people buy cute things online,
she looks at them and goes,
“Hmm… I can probably make that.”

And then spends the next three hours
thinking about colors, patterns,
and whether she already has matching yarn at home. 🧶

And writing?
Well…
she writes the way people send voice notes at 2am —
randomly, emotionally, sarcastically,
but somehow too relatable to ignore.

Can write cute things.
Can write deep things.
Can also roast you so gently
you’ll say “thank you” by mistake. 🌚

The type who starts with:
“Ye bas aise hi likh diya…”
and then accidentally writes something
people quietly save in screenshots.

She’s soft-hearted and kind…
the type who says “take care” and actually means it.

But also playful enough
to turn normal conversations into comedy shows for no reason.

A little emotional.
A little chaotic.
A little “I’ll do it myself because nobody understands my vision.” ✨

Basically:
half artist,
half grandmother trapped in a young body with embroidery and crochet skills,
half writer surviving on sarcasm, feelings, and unfinished creative projects.

Yes, again three halves.
Math was never the main character here. 🤍

And honestly…
maybe her real talent
was never just art,
writing,
crochet,
or embroidery at all. ✨

Maybe it was this —
the way she makes ordinary things
feel personal.

The way her words feel like home,
her handmade things feel full of love,
and even her smallest efforts
make people feel seen somehow. 🤍

Because some people create things.

And some people…
quietly leave pieces of their heart
in everything they touch. ✨

A cozy creative workspace featuring digital illustration, embroidery, crochet tools, soft lighting, and artistic handmade elements.
Threads, sketches, feelings… and a little bit of magic stitched quietly into everything. ✨🤍

—Rajeshwari 🧿💕

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I’m Rajeshwari💕a fashion illustrator by day, a writer at heart. While my illustrations tell stories through colors, textures, and designs, my words explore the tales that live in my mind and heart❤️. This is my little corner to weave both passions together, one sketch and one sentence at a time.🤍✨

10 thoughts on “Too Many Skills, Too Many Feelings ✨

  1. Rajeshwari Ji, this piece of yours is not merely a description of a girl…
    it feels like a portrait of a soul carrying an entire season within herself.

    In her hands, there are not just threads
    there is the ability to gently mend unfinished dreams.
    Her embroidery does not merely create patterns;
    it quietly stitches emotions into fabric.

    And when she writes,
    the words do not simply fall onto paper
    it feels as though old memories, resting beneath the shade of an ancient banyan tree, have begun to speak softly again.
    And her laughter…
    it becomes a small blessing from God
    for those weary souls
    who have silently carried too much within themselves.

    Some people create art,
    but some people become art themselves.
    This writing belongs to that second kind of soul

    the kind who leaves a touch of warmth and intimacy
    even upon the simplest things around her.

    And perhaps the most beautiful thing is this:
    despite possessing so many talents,
    she has still preserved a certain softness within herself.
    In today’s world,
    that may be the rarest and most beautiful art of all.

    1. Vijay ji, here is a certain kind of kindness that does not merely compliment a person… it gently touches their soul. Your words felt exactly like that. Thank you for seeing not just what I create, but the softness, silence, and emotions I quietly carry within myself too. ✨🌸
      Some praises fade after a moment… but some stay behind like the calm fragrance of flowers after rain.
      Yours will remain with me like that quietly beautiful, deeply comforting, and impossible to forget.

    1. That’s such a beautifully framed compliment 😊✨“Creatively smart and smartly creative” I might just borrow that line someday 💛 Thank you so much 👏

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