When are you most happy?

When are you most happy?

When are you most happy?

I think happiness has always loved me quietly.

It never waited for permission.

It never asked for occasions.

It simply stayed.

I don’t remember learning how to be happy

I remember noticing.

Noticing how love hides

in the smallest folds of everyday life.

In the way birds speak to the morning

as if they are grateful to be here.

In water falling slowly,

each drop patient, unafraid of time.

In the sky changing its colours

without asking if it is allowed to.

In the wind brushing past me,

gentle, unannounced,

like a familiar hand on my shoulder.

These moments soften me.

They always have.

Children’s laughter feels like love

without conditions.

Girls laughing freely

not worried about how loud they are,

not apologising for taking space

it feels like hope wearing a smile.

At night, I look at the stars

and feel held by something larger,

something kind.

And when my heart feels too full,

it spills into lines and colours.

My thoughts find a home

inside my illustrations.

It’s my way of saying

thank you

to a world that keeps giving.

My children

their smiles undo me.

When they laugh without fear,

when they look at me

with complete trust,

I feel wrapped in purpose.

In those moments,

nothing is missing.

Nothing is needed.

Some days, happiness arrives

as a long drive

with nowhere important to go.

Old songs float through the car,

bringing back versions of myself

I still love.

Some days, it’s an old friend calling,

and suddenly the years fall away,

leaving only warmth.

And then there are moments

so small they almost go unnoticed

a kind comment,

a gentle word,

someone pausing long enough

to say, this touched me.

In those moments,

love feels like it travelled far

just to reach me.

Life is tender.

It breaks easily.

And if we keep waiting

for happiness to be loud,

perfect, extraordinary

we may miss how often

it is already sitting beside us.

So I choose to live lovingly.

I choose to gather joy

from ordinary seconds.

To fall in love

with quiet days.

To let small moments

fill my hands and heart.

When am I most happy?

When love is felt

without being named.

When my heart is warm,

my breath is slow,

and the world

just as it is

feels enough.

Published by nihshabdblog

I’m Rajeshwari💕a fashion illustrator by day, a writer at heart. While my illustrations tell stories through colors, textures, and designs, my words explore the tales that live in my mind and heart❤️. This is my little corner to weave both passions together, one sketch and one sentence at a time.🤍✨

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