Tag: Personal reflection

I have never been very good at finding things, but some of the best things I found were the ones I wasn’t looking for.

Ask me where I kept my phone, and I will conduct a full-scale investigation involving three rooms, two cushions and one innocent family member.

But strangely enough, life has occasionally put things in my path when I wasn’t looking for anything at all.

Some were tiny.

Some were mysterious.

And at least one made me question whether I had accidentally walked into somebody else’s unfinished story.

A Stranger’s Smile

It happened on a day when I was not particularly interested in being a person.

You know those days.

You are walking somewhere, thinking about seventeen things, mildly irritated by the eighteenth, and your face has already resigned from customer service.

Then a stranger walking towards me smiled.

Not the polite, “I know you, don’t I?” smile.

A proper, uncomplicated smile.

itI smiled back.

And then we both continued walking.

That’s the whole story.

Which is rather annoying, because now I have to admit that one second of kindness worked better than whatever complicated solution I had been constructing inside my head.

The Note Meant for Someone Else

This one was more suspicious.

I found a handwritten note on a bench.

No name.

No envelope.

Just a few words:

“You’re doing better than you think.”

Naturally, my first thought was:

Well, that’s oddly specific.

I looked around.

Nobody was running back dramatically to claim it.

So I sat there for a while, wondering who had written it and who had lost it.

Maybe it was meant for a friend.

Maybe a daughter.

Maybe someone having a terrible week.

Or perhaps—just perhaps—it had been abandoned by the only person who needed to read it.

I took a picture of it.

I didn’t take the note.

I had my limits.

I may be sentimental, but I am not a stationery thief.

The Old Photograph

The photograph was old enough to have a life before mine.

Two people stood in it, smiling at the camera with the effortless confidence of people who had no idea they were about to become strangers in someone’s pocket.

I stared at them.

And then, because apparently my brain has no respect for boundaries, I started making up their lives.

Were they siblings?

Newly married?

Best friends?

Was that trip their happiest memory—or simply the afternoon when someone happened to have a camera?

I had absolutely no evidence for any of my theories.

But I had already given them personalities.

This is the danger of finding photographs belonging to strangers.

You don’t just find a picture.

You find yourself writing a sequel to a story you were never invited into.

The Key Without a Lock

An old key is a wonderfully unhelpful thing to find.

Because a coin tells you what it is.

A key gives you a question.

I found one lying on the roadside, and naturally spent the next ten minutes imagining what it belonged to.

A house?

A cupboard?

A drawer?

A secret diary belonging to someone with much more interesting problems than mine?

There was, of course, no way of knowing.

The key had clearly retired.

But it had not resigned from being mysterious.

I kept thinking about it long after I walked away.

Somewhere, perhaps, there was a lock that was having an equally confusing day.

A Child’s Ribbon

A little ribbon near a school gate once caught my attention.

Pink, slightly crumpled, with one tiny flower still holding on to it.

I picked it up and put it on the nearby wall, thinking whoever had lost it might come looking.

A few minutes later, a little girl came running back.

She checked the ground, looked under the bench and then suddenly spotted it.

Her face lit up.

She dusted it against her dress and tied it back into her hair crookedly, proudly, and without the slightest concern for symmetry.

I watched her run away smiling.

Perhaps children lose things easily, but they also know exactly which things matter.

The Unsent Letter

I once found an envelope on the street.

Sealed.

That was the problem.

An open letter gives you information.

A sealed one gives you imagination—and imagination is a terrible thing to hand unsupervised.

I wondered what was inside.

A love letter?

An apology?

A goodbye?

A furious paragraph beginning with “I don’t usually do this, but…”?

I will never know.

And I didn’t open it.

Some curiosity deserves to remain curiosity.

Besides, if the letter was dramatic enough, I was already providing enough drama for it in my head.

Things I Found on a Street That Has Seen Everything

Perhaps the most interesting thing about a street is that it never tells us what it has seen.

It has probably watched a crying child persuade his father into buying that balloon.

An old woman, thrown out of her own home by the children she once lived only to give to, wondering how she will manage tomorrow.

A woman who knew how to give, now reluctantly learning how to ask.

It has watched love stories begin, making even ordinary evenings feel a little more colourful.

It has watched sons and daughters leave home with bags in their hands and entire futures in their heads, pretending to be brave while someone behind them tries very hard not to cry.

It has seen people fall.

And others stop to lift them.

Goodbyes, celebrations, arguments, laughter, loneliness—and probably more stories than any of us could count.

The street remembers none of their names.

It simply watches.

Day after day.

Year after year.

And sometimes I wonder—

if a street could talk, how many stories would it tell us?

I have a feeling we’d never get to the end.

And Then I Found Myself 🦋

This is the part I didn’t expect.

Because when I look back at all these things, I realise none of them was really valuable.

A smile.

A scrap of paper.

A photograph.

A useless key.

A child’s ribbon.

An unopened letter.

A street full of stories.

None of these things could be put in a display cabinet and labelled My Greatest Discoveries.

But each one made me stop.

And perhaps that is what I had lost somewhere along the way—the habit of stopping.

Of looking.

Of wondering.

Of letting an ordinary thing interrupt an otherwise perfectly scheduled day.

Maybe I didn’t find myself on the street.

Maybe I simply found the girl who used to notice things.

And, thankfully, she hadn’t gone very far.

She was apparently just waiting for me to stop rushing past her.

And now I’m wondering something else.

Maybe the interesting question isn’t “What is the best thing you’ve ever found on the street?”

Maybe it’s:

What is the most unexpected thing you found when you weren’t looking for anything at all?

A person? A memory? A little piece of luck? Or perhaps… something that changed the way you saw an ordinary day?

Tell me. I’m genuinely curious about this one. 🤍

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Until The Next Whisper,

—Rajeshwari 🧿💕

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