Are you a leader or a follower?
“Leader or follower?”
Neither, honestly 😭
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I’m the self-appointed queen of my own chaos. 👑✨
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Some days my brain gives TED Talks,
some days my heart starts a rebellion,
and some days the butterflies in my stomach
run a full circus without permission 🦋🎪
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I don’t follow crowds…
but trusting me as a leader is also a risky business.
Even my own plans look at me and say,
“Girl… be serious for once.” 🫣
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My inner compass doesn’t point north.
It points toward
“whatever feels dramatic and fun.” 💫
.
And honestly?
I’ve stopped trying to look “sorted.”
The universe clearly made me with extra glitter,
questionable decisions,
and a personality that treats peace like a temporary side quest 😌
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I romanticize tiny moments,
argue with myself like a podcast guest,
create fake scenarios before sleeping,
and somehow survive every emotional plot twist
with late-night overthinking,
pretty sunsets,
and pure cinematic delusion ✨🌙
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People keep asking me to “pick a lane,”
but I am the traffic, the weather, and the unexpected detour 😭🦋
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So no
I’m not a leader.
I’m not a follower.
.
I’m just the main character
of a beautifully confused little universe
where logic is optional,
vibes have permanent authority,
and chaos wears a tiny invisible crown 👑💫
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—Rajeshwari 🧿💕
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